Pssst…
Can I be perfectly honest with you-
I am afraid that I will never get married or have children
I am afraid that when I get old I will be alone
In my heart of hearts I am afraid
Most people see me and see a very confident woman who is loving life. I keep busy and try new things. I don’t allow my marriage status (or lack of it) define who I am but I’m afraid that I will never experience what my heart truly wants – to be in a family of my own.
I love my family and being an aunt but I would love to be a cheerleader for my own children
I would love for my husband to look across the room and smile when he sees me
but I am afraid that God may be saying NO to that desire.
I try not to dwell on it to much but if I’m honest
I am afraid I will always be single.
Amazing, thank you for sharing your heart and transparency. I was encouraged by your trust in God.stopping by from FMF.
Blessings,
Adrienne
Speechless – thank you for such kind words. I am so glad you stopped by Adrienne and thanks again for the encouragement.
May God hear your confession, and respond in ways only God can…
That is my heart’s prayer – thank you for stopping by.
I am in a different situation, but have a similar fear. I am 38. I have been married and I have a son, but I was widowed about a year and a half ago, 3 days after my 3rd wedding anniversary. Although I am not ready for a relationship yet, there is a part of me that fears being alone in the long term. Thank you for sharing so honestly. It is a very real and honest post.
Blessings to you!
Thank you for sharing your story. I’m praying that God will hear both of our cries and we will not alone. Thank you for stopping by.
Your open and honest words are such a blessing to me today. Praying that God will continue to pour His blessings on you…and trusting He will meet you exactly where you are. Hugs!
Mel thank you for such kind words, prayer and hugs. Feel blessed to have sister dreamer like you in my life. Thank you for stopping by.