Can I be perfectly honest with you-
I am afraid that I will never get married or have children
I am afraid that when I get old I will be alone
In my heart of hearts I am afraid
Most people see me and see a very confident woman who is loving life. I keep busy and try new things. I don’t allow my marriage status (or lack of it) define who I am but I’m afraid that I will never experience what my heart truly wants – to be in a family of my own.
I love my family and being an aunt but I would love to be a cheerleader for my own children
I would love for my husband to look across the room and smile when he sees me
but I am afraid that God may be saying NO to that desire.
I try not to dwell on it to much but if I’m honest
I am afraid I will always be single.